I have no idea who took this high school graduation picture of me. Would give them credit if I knew. 🤷♀️
It feels like I am getting ready to graduate. Two more days and I am done with my seven-year prison sentence. Nothing quite like paying for the debts of the people. 😳
I have decided I am not a fan of slavery. Not that I was before. However, I have a whole new appreciation for the pains of forced labor.
This morning, I woke up writing out a list of things I want moving forward. At the top of my list…a whole new way of life. A completely different lifestyle.
I am itching to move…to Tennessee.
Sometime in the last week or so, Hannah and I were driving down the road. We had just moved through a stop light, and I said…I need to move out of Evansville.
She looked shocked. Then she said, I was literally thinking the exact same thing. She asked me…when did you get that thought…I told her at the stop light. Hannah got the same thought too.
Crazy how Father works.
Time to Move On
It feels like it is time to move on. It has been a longtime dream of mine to live in Tennessee. Feeling the nudge to go. If I had the money, I would have already moved.
Weird…I am torn right now. I want to have a house and settle down. Get my stuff out of storage and settle into a home. However, at the same time, I want to be free to travel the world. I want to go, to do, and to see.
Vanessa and I have been discussing this crazy torn feeling. She is feeling it too. They have been missing Michigan lately. I get that. It was beautiful there.
Not sure what Father is doing with our emotions and desires. I am ready to go…that is for sure. Gotta get out of here.
Era
Thought I would add some old photos to my Graduation post. 80’s and 90’s would be my guess on the era of the pics.
I need a new era…a new beginning. A clean fresh slate here. I want to start all over with my life.
Not sure how that is going to happen. Been asking Father what is on the other side of this release-from-prison thing. Not getting much.
I believe I am moving. Need money to do that. Been trying to figure out for the last couple of months how I can get to Tennessee to start over. A friend of mine offered me a job recently. I turned it down. Wanting to move out of this area. Believing Father has greater plans for me.
It seems I have lost my mind…but I have dreams that I am holding on to. I didn’t do all this work to be stuck in something that doesn’t bring me happiness.
Love the water and trees combo. Can’t beat it in my opinion.
I remember one time; we were trout fishing in Tennessee. The area we were fishing in was absolutely breathtaking in beauty to me. The silence was blissful.
While standing there by that stream, I said…right here…this is where I want to build a home. I wanted that stream to be my backyard view. Goodness…Tennessee has some beauty in the state.
I need some beauty in my life. Beautiful scenery. Beautiful blessings.
Dreams and Desires
Wanting my dreams and desires to come true.
I told Father this morning, I don’t want to be the student in training anymore. I want to be the trainer and the teacher. The teacher teaching the masses.
I have skills and I want to use them for the masses. Hoping this is what will happen as I exit my prison cell. We will see. If not, I am starting over on my own. Regardless of what happens, I am starting over with my life. A new state. A new place. New life. New lifestyle. Feeling really good about this.
Felt led to share a bit of my heart today. I am moving on to something different. Ready to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have a MARVY DAY!!!