Ok…in the name of transparency…I am posting this flower picture because I think Father wants me to write a coaching post on death…suicide specifically. I am two pages into it and needed to walk away from it and think happy thoughts. This post has been years in the making but a dominant conversation over the last month or so. He had me watch a movie a few weeks ago that He keeps talking about. I am wondering how long I can stall…distract…put it off…stay busy some other way before He puts me in the grip of the vice and starts squeezing. That is what He does to me. Makes me miserable until I obey. 🤷♀️
Trying to sort out spiritual math problems…wowser…taxing to my brain. My brain is already fried, and I haven’t eaten my lunch yet. He doesn’t make anything easy. Eventually, I will complete the task of writing the post when we are ready if that is what He wants me to do.
In my defense though, as I was preparing my red beans and rice for lunch, He started singing Sugar to me by Maroon 5. I didn’t need ANY coaxing…I put that baby on repeat and put the AirPods in. A little Adam Levine in that higher range was good to bring me out of that struggle. I NEED a little sugar poured out on me FOR SURE. 😍
Pink
To me…this picture is beautiful…as is the flower. I love the pink and I am NOT a fan of the color pink. Strange I know, but pink is not my favorite color…it is my least favorite color. Love red…LOVE fuchsia…love maroon…love lots of variations of red but not pink. So, the fact I love this pink is a big deal to me.
I took it with my 90mm macro lens. Macro flower pictures are a favorite of mine. You get to see all the details up close.
Enjoy the beauty of the flower and smile. Smiles are good. 😆