I am feeling the change inside. So many changes. Not sure what is happening to me. Never really know. Father is super mysterious. Over 30 years doing this now and still lack so much understanding about who He is and His ways. 🤷♀️
Felt led to share a couple of photos from the fam. We have had a number of changes behind the scenes in our fam. Donovan went back to trucking some time ago. He is driving at night. Vanessa sent me the above photo. Donovan was getting ready to leave for work. Ahnalaya Ann wanted a picture. 🥰
Have I mentioned previously how much I love my kids and grandkids???? 😂 Goodness…I am so proud of the inner work they have done as adults.
Donovan recently started working with my personal trainer friend. Signed up for a gym membership and training with Glenn. So proud of him. The truth is…no matter how much Donovan works out in the gym here in his natural body…it will never match the inner strength of that man. He has really grown and matured in incredible ways with Christ over the last few years. Super proud of the man he has become.
He is evidence for me that my work paid off. 😍 I AM the Warrior Queen, and I won. The battle was hard…but I won. 😜
Forts
Mr. Mitchell Man sent me that snap the other day.
Man…it warms my heart to see the way he plays with Little Miss Mavis Joy. Both of my sons are wonderful dads. I feel like I did something right. Fighting for those boys to become men was worth it. 😂
Damn…sometimes I thought I might choke them in the process. We nearly disowned each other for real. Both sides felt the struggle. The enemy has tried every single trick in his arsenal to take me and my family down. I am NOT kidding. Our story is unbelievable on so many levels.
I love that Mitchell is building forts as an adult. We built many forts throughout his childhood. I am glad to see he is carrying that down to my grands. Warms my heart. 💜
Although Mr. Mitchell Man is a very strong man in a lot of areas…he is still super tender-hearted. Makes for great attributes in a dad.
One of the great things about being a grandmother is being able to watch my kids be parents. Had no idea how much joy it would bring me to watch them parent. Feeling some vindication in certain areas. I am not as stupid as they once thought I was. 😂 I get smarter as they mature. 🤨
I have smarticles. 🙃 Following Father is wisdom.
Selfish
Ok…going to be transparent here, as always. Feeling like this post is for me. A bit selfish, maybe.
I need something. Not sure what. I am sensing change. Not sure what change, though. My thought was maybe if I did this post sharing that…the change would happen.
It is how Father works at times. When I obey by sharing, He magically changes something. I move forward, and I feel differently. Crazy stuff.
Here goes.
I feel like I need to be on top now. Need to lead the people. It feels like I need to tell the people what is getting ready to happen. I need to prepare them for the Second Exodus. They need to be warned. Prepared.
It feels like He needs to put me in my place. Appoint me. Anoint me with His power. I need to be placed on center stage now. I can’t do that myself. He is going to have to give me the power which will convince the people of the truths I speak.
It feels like I need to be announced. Shown. Put on display.
Crazy feelings.
Questions
I was asking Him…am I supposed to start doing videos??? Do I do a video and share the stuff on it? Do I post some of this stuff as a comment on an existing video on YouTube?
Not getting clarity here. It feels like I need to be in front of the people, though. Warning them. Telling them the truth. Leading them. Getting them ready to leave.
It is time for the change to happen. I am sure of that. Passover is getting ready to start. I am expecting something during that time. Not sure what yet…but something.
Ya know when your gut is telling you something big is getting ready to happen, but you can’t put your finger on it??? Man…I am feeling that. All my Spidey senses are tingling. My antennas are up and searching for answers. It is killing me. I feel antsy. Have I mentioned before how much I hate not knowing??? 😂
Clarity
Crystal is clear. I AM Clearly Crystal. Crystal Ann Laura NEEDS clarity.
I itch all over inside. Can’t even imagine what He has planned. He is going to have to scratch the itch. I am about to lose my mind here.
Ok…so…I need clarity. Need understanding. Is there something I need to do in order to get where He needs me to be? I need the answers here. Thinking this post is one step in that direction. I need the other steps here.
I saw the portal the other day…right in front of my face. Feels like it is time to step through.
Years ago, I told my spiritual brother, Jeff, I wanted to get closer and closer to Father so that one day I would just step over into Heaven. Didn’t want to wait until I died. WOW…had no idea what I was asking for. No clue what a climb that would be. Quite a workout.
Ready to step over, I believe. Not sure what any of this looks like, though. Not spiritually or in the natural realm either.
A complete mystery to me. This is why I need clarity. 😜🤷♀️
Going to publish and hope the change happens. 😆
Have a MARVY day!!! Working at it myself.
🥰 and 💋