I got the closure I have been so desperately seeking…working hard/laboring to achieve. For the last few days, I have been swimming in an ocean of relief. Words can’t express how glad I am this whole thing is closed up and over. We should have a party. A big one. The whole world!!!! Everyone should celebrate my freedom with me. 😉 This monumental achievement deserves a worldwide celebration. Goodness!!!! You seriously can’t imagine. 🙃
I am not used to this place in my mind. Whole new territory here. I am now bored…thought I would do a post to give myself something to do. 😂 Felt like sharing some thoughts I had this morning. Things I saw and heard. I have nothing else to do with my time. 🤷♀️
One thing Father does with me is make me do this torturous math. As I have mentioned before, take the hardest math computations you can do here on Earth…in story problem format…then convert them to the spirit realm. I have had to work those math problems out bridging the gap between the natural and supernatural realms. Then…when I get the supernatural conclusion…I have to convert them to the natural equation solution.
There is no comparison. There is no way to adequately describe the physical and mental pain that causes me in my physical brain and soul/spirit minds/brains. Absolutely exhausting on levels not known to mankind.
I was trying to explain it to Hannah last night. She said…let’s ask Father to give me that ability. I want to do that too. My response was…you have no idea what you are asking for. You better think long and hard about that. I have said to Father on repeat over the years…I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy. For real. Truth.
Zipped
Also, as I have previously mentioned before, once I get to the conclusion…he zips the file. Craziest experience. Well…one of many of the craziest experiences. My whole existence is crazy. 🤪🤷♀️
This morning, it felt like my entire life got zipped up. Especially the data from the last seven years spent in prison. All neatly packaged in my mind in this clean file. It has all been simplified.
I am seriously not sure what to do with all this space in my brain. I keep looking around wondering where all the pins went. All the words. Visions and dreams. The queue of questions and problems to work out have disappeared. Completely. Gone. Poof. Vanished.
🤯🤯 What do I do with myself now??? I am not used to all this free time.
I am a workhorse. Love to work. For real. Gotta have something to do. Can’t sit around here doing nothing. 🤷♀️ He assured me this morning…He was speeding things up. Don’t think I will stay in this place long. Thankfully.
Cruises
For a while now, one of the things I have been studying is cruises. Been watching cruise videos. Had no idea there were so many different levels of cruises. So much to learn about cruises…for real. Been a fun study.
However, I was quite perplexed as to why I was studying cruises. This morning, I saw a cruise ship with people on the balcony waving as they set sail. This vision contained lots of information. It was kind of the last piece of the puzzle to zip up some questions I had.
I have known for years my blog is a picture of Noah’s Ark. Also…I am the Ark of the Covenant. My blog is a lot of things. I am a lot of things and people. The people will come and board the ship…the blog…and we will set sail. This time…not only will the people be born of the water…but of the Spirit. With the flood in Noah’s time…it was a picture of being born of water. This time…it will be fire. His Spirit. Pretty cool if you ask me. Man must be born of both water and spirit.
Time is incomplete without the Second Adam and Second Eve coming together in the Covenant of Truth. Male and female completing the picture He started by creating the Garden of Eden. This is in part why He has told me…He saved the best for last. Me. A woman. The woman. I appreciate His heart and thoughts of/for me. Makes me feel loved.
Christ and I must bear fruit/bring forth life in the Garden to redeem the death Adam and Eve chose to bring into the first Garden of Eden.
Luxury Liner
One of the things He said about my cruise ship was…it is a luxury liner. It is the high-end luxury cruise ship. Highest of luxury. Can’t find a higher-quality liner to cruise on.
I stared at that vision for a bit. Then I said…hey…got a problem here with what I am seeing. Those people are looking mighty happy on my cruise ship. I didn’t spend my entire life working my ass off through immeasurable suffering for people to board my boat and live a life of luxury at my expense. 🤨 This isn’t a free cruise ya know.
He responded…it will cost them dearly. Cost them everything.
Reminded me…life for a life. Death for death. That is the covenant with Christ. It is also with me the female Christ.
Felt much better about those smiling faces after He said all that. 😂🤷♀️
It always sticks in my craw when Christians say salvation is a free gift. Whoa there horsey…you are not understanding what Father is saying in the Word. Christ and I were a voluntary offering. We voluntarily…chose to offer up ourselves as a whole burnt offering. It cost us…everything. It wasn’t free for us, and it isn’t free for you either. Going to cost you an equal investment. We want our original investment back with interest. That is how it works. Make sure you count that cost before you commit. It is a high price to pay.
False Prophet
Going to talk about a false prophet for a minute. Not going to share his name here…don’t want to cause anyone to feel things for him they should not. You will maybe understand why when I share what I share.
This guy had a dream he posted earlier this year on YouTube. Father pinned that dream in my mind. I have been chewing and stewing on that miserable dream all year. So tired of seeing that thing in my mind. It became a nightmare for me. 😂
Probably a month or two ago, Father said to me…throw (him…his name) away. 😳 Wow…Father doesn’t think too highly of the man. See why I am not mentioning his name? For a time, Father had me study the man and his “ministry.” It was pretty obvious rather quickly the guy is a shyster selling a con. BUT…this dream he had…was for me. I knew it with every fiber of my being. It was eating me up.
I said to Father…I can’t throw the man away until you tell me the truth about that dream he had. This ole gal knows there are truths about me contained within that dream. This dream is for me. Give me the truth and I can throw the man away. 🤷♀️🤨
I am like a bird dog pointing at a bird. Not budging. Immovable. Gotta have the truths there.
Truth
Got the truths contained in that dream this morning. Wanted to dance a freaking jig. Let’s get jiggy with it!!!!!!!!! 💃🏻 The dream will no longer be a nightmare pinned in my mind any longer. I got the truth about the dream…and Father put the man himself in one of my categories for people. I got to file them both away for good. So happy!!!
During my cruise ship vision, He gave me three dates. Instantly, I knew He was talking about that dream.
I pulled the dream transcript back up with GREAT anticipation of what was coming. If I share any of the details of the dream…any little sleuths out there can dig that up…so I won’t. Speaking from one sleuth to another sleuth. 🕵️😜
I will share this though…so flipping cool.
This dream is super powerful…which I KNEW. It was why I couldn’t stop hounding Him about it.
The dream tied everything together for me…which is why I could zip up my entire life. The false prophet interpreted the dream to mean something it does not. It is 100% a picture of man’s ways of building their kingdoms. 100% a picture of how man builds a nation. What man desires to do.
The truth of the dream is about man’s ways vs. Father’s ways. The dream is all about my time. The time I was created for. It is about Revelation 12…me…the woman in that chapter. My season of time. The beginning and ending.
Good Dog
I was a good working dog. Sniffed that baby out. Look at this little doggie go!!! I feel so smart. Got my reward. 😆 I always say…I am a well-trained dog. 🐕🐶 Got my bone with a little meat on it. 🍖 Yay me!
I see myself as those working dogs who sniff out stuff. Some sniff out human scent…man’s flesh. Other dogs sniff out drugs/substances. Some sniff out money. Other dogs hunt animals. I am an all-around working dog. I sniff all of it out. This ole doggie knew there were drugs in the dream…man’s false solutions to comfort themselves. The flesh of man. Also, I knew there was MONEY in that dream for ME. Father’s Wealth…Truth. I smelled man, drugs, and money!
I got my money’s worth out of that one. Feels so much better. The thing was haunting me. 😂
Getting the dates and times out of that dream completed the puzzle of my life. Gave me closure. HOW F***ING cool is that? Pretty darn cool if you are asking me. 🤷♀️
Feeling a bit frisky after all this wonderfulness the last week or so. He is going to have to bring me some man flesh soon. 😂🔜 Feeling the need to get jiggy with it. Ya know what I am saying? 😜
Closure
Gotta say this before I go. As I have mentioned before, Father had me studying the Daystar Debacle. That is what I have termed it…the Daystar Debacle. Even made this amazing video about it. Had it posted for 30 minutes then Father made me take it down. Not sure what that was all about. 🤷♀️ I just obey.
Boy oh boy do I have a lot to say about that mess.
He sealed it up. 🤦♀️🤔🤨🫣😩😑
So much hidden stuff there. Lots of stuff going on behind the veil that man can’t see. I see. 👀 Worked hard to see it. Man…I am ITCHING and BURNING to tell the masses the truth about what is going on there. It is killing me to remain silent. 🤐😶
Yesterday, I heard…you are a wealth of information. I asked…why did you say that. He responded…because it is true. 😂 Ok dear…glad we agree on something.
I am so ready to start sharing the information. Ready to teach the masses the truth. A dream come true for me.
Ok…well…this little teapot is empty. All poured out now. Feeling like I have said everything I am allowed to say this go-round. Will say this before I go. Feeling like my blog is supposed to start moving in a different direction.
He paid my annual fee…wasn’t sure how I felt about how He went about it. My feelings are irrelevant, so I just shrugged it off and moved on. 😂
I do know though…something is supposed to change here. Not sure what that looks like yet. I think people and curriculum. Not sure.
There ya go. Now, ya know.
Here is to closure! 🥂💋🥰😍🔥
Have a MARVY DAY!!!!