I am days away from my blog being shut down for good. Had decided not to do any more posts and let it go. However, after my afternoon, I thought I would do this post for shits and giggles. 🤭 A fun post. It has been a rather funny day in my book…thought I would post the fun for fun. 🤩
Two topics here in this shallow little post.
Le Creuset and NYC.
Just so ya know…the photos in this post are all terrible. So aware of this. The NYC pics are screenshots from a video Hannah sent me this afternoon after discussing NYC. Will fill you in on that in a moment. 😜
The featured image is a new purchase I made this afternoon. An 8 oz mini replica of a Le Creuset Dutch Oven. It is the newest color addition to their collection…a fabulous blue color. Love that color!!!
Iron Chef Dad
I have fallen in love with Iron Chef Dad on YouTube. The dude is great. I love seeing him being himself in the kitchen in a relaxed environment. Love his interaction with his son. His personality is tops. I have been telling Vanessa…he is one of my peeps. Love this man. She is now binge-watching him as well. 😂
He uses Le Creuset. UGH…killing me to watch him cooking in Le Creuset when this has been a dream for over a decade at least…to own Le Creuset. Maybe two decades of a dream. 🤔
I have never been able to bite the bullet and make a purchase. Simply can’t justify it when I already have amazing cookware…two sets. I don’t NEED Le Creuset…I simply WANT Le Creuset.
Wantsies
Watching these videos…is feeding my wantsies. BAD.
After lunch, I made myself a little hot chocolate. While sitting there sipping on my exquisite elixir, (it cures my mental ailments 😂) I said to Hannah…I am thinking I need to go stare at the Le Creuset. Not sure if I am supposed to buy a tiny little piece of it as a symbolic prophetic gesture/sign or if Father is going to speak to me about something while there. However, I need to go. Do you want to go along or merely let me borrow your car?
She decided to tag along.
I made this purchase cuz I felt like Father wanted me to invest in it. Invest in my dream. So…I did.
While the woman was wrapping up the dish to put in the bag, I noticed her wedding ring. It had similar traits to my dream ring. A ring I have been dreaming of for around 30 years now. It was a pin moment. Kind of took me off guard to see a ring so similar to what I have been dreaming of for oodles of years.
Mr. Mitchell Man
On the way back to Hannah’s, we had to stop for a train. First in line. I saw this little arm come down with the larger arm. As always, I tend to be hypervigilant in everything. Not sure if it is a blessing or a curse. 🤷♀️
I said…I wonder if that is a support brace. Hannah thought it was a sensor. So, I snapped this picture and sent it to Mr. Mitchell Man for the answer. It was a support brace. This started a fun discussion about different things he has seen while on the train.
He is a wonderful storyteller. Love his stories. Hannah was saying…he does have a lot of stories. She informed me…I am a storyteller too.
My dad was a great storyteller. 🥰
NYC
Next topic is NYC. I have been thinking about that wonderful city off and on the last few weeks. There is something magical about going there during this time of year. At least it is magical to me.
This morning, I drove to get my hair cut. While out and about, I was thinking…man…I would really like to get to NYC again this year.
I was thinking Ashley was going to ask me what my plans were for the holidays. It is kind of a thing I do…getting myself prepared to have a conversation with people. Wondering ahead of time what questions they will ask me so I can have an answer prepared. 😂 When you live such a crazy life like I do…you gotta have those answers ready. Gotta keep it shallow and less shocking to the people.
I don’t advertise/market this blog. There are a few family members here and the enemy. That is all. 😜 My life is mostly private. Fixin’ to get back to real private life again…very shortly.
Thinking about Ashley’s questions for the holidays got me to thinking about NYC. Cuz…I don’t have any plans for the holidays. BUT…I would like to head back to NYC. For real.
It was a thought. Got my hair cut. Came back to Hannah’s.
Hannah
At lunch, I said to Hannah…I don’t know why, but I am itching to go to NYC again.
She screams her scream. I look at her face…it is full of laughter, shock, and amazement. She is pointing at me with her arm outstretched. Then she screams…I almost said something to you about going there earlier today.
Super excited, she says…we gotta ask Father about it. Maybe we are supposed to go.
I told her…I can hardly do these holidays without NYC now. It doesn’t feel right to NOT be in NYC for the holidays.
🤷♀️😜
Asking
I told her…I need to focus on the Le Creuset…then we can talk about NYC.
We then head to the store to look at the cookware.
On the way back to Hannah’s, she says…we have to ask about NYC now. I said to her…I am scared to ask. Scared to hear the answer. She busted out in laughter.
It is super funny because I am scared to hear a no…man…I am burning to head to NYC. Don’t want to be told no, I can’t go.
Scared to hear a yes because I have NO MONEY to go. In debt. Can’t afford the trip.
Hannah says to me…while both of us are laughing…cuz this is fun and funny at this point…we could go posing as homeless people.
My thoughts…who is posing? I AM HOMELESS. 😂😂
Humor
I have gotten to a place of merely laughing at my life. This lifestyle. The other day, I told Father…here is where I am at. I am just going to land in this place and call it good and safe. Not believing any miracles are going to happen here. I am going to throw all of it away. The whole shebang. Going to believe only what I see and experience for myself in this natural realm. That is how it works for me.
I figure I am getting ready to walk out of this thing. My blog is coming to an end. Everything has run out. Time is out. Time is over. I feel super good…peaceful about it all.
Not sure what the NYC thing is all about. I was telling Hannah earlier…I feel like I need to go…and actually shop. Spend some money. Lots of it.
It is laughable because I have no money and my credit is gone.
I throw my hands in the air and laugh. Gotta have a sense of humor following Father. 😜 It reminds me of something my spiritual brother Jeff has said to me many times over the years…if Father has it planned…He will have to make it happen. I have come to a great appreciation for him saying that to me on repeat. Makes me want to hug him every time I think about it. It is a peaceful place I landed. No more striving for me. I quit. It is all up to Father to make His plans happen.
Completely out of my control. Feels amazing to me.
Have a MARVY day! I am myself. 😍