Discerning Truth

April 1, 2025

Discerning Truth is my way of life. It is how I roll. Both discernment and truth are essential fruits/traits/concepts to me. 24/7 I am searching for Father’s truths in every aspect of life. My Spidey senses are always on. Always scanning. It never stops for me. For years, I have wondered if this was a curse or a blessing. I drive myself batty at times. 🤷‍♀️

As I have mentioned many times on this blog, every single aspect of the natural world is a representation of what is going on in the supernatural world. Knowing that in combination with the obsession of having truth makes life difficult for me. My mind never stops searching and computing. Even sleep is not restful for me. Father never stops talking. There is no off button for Him. He talks incessantly. 😂

Intimacy

Somewhere on this blog, I shared a conversation Father and I had once. It has been in the last couple of years, I believe. It was about Satan…getting intimate with Him.

I saw myself entering a room. In the room was the enemy. He was holding women hostage. He was trafficking them. I was there to rescue them. Deliver them. The leader knew what I was doing.

He went into the bedroom, wanting me to follow him and be intimate with him. I did. I was kind of horrified by the notion.

When I argued with Father about it…He assured me I would be safe. He wanted to teach me about Satan’s ways. Per my S.O.P., I said, ok. 🤷‍♀️

crystals and tarot cards — My collection of rocks and cards.

Study

This started a new season in my life of studying Satan differently. It was like we were taking a new path, so I could learn about him from a different perspective than in the past.

Let me say this…oodles of years ago, I said to Father…I want to know Satan. Who he is. How he operates. What his tricks are. Every aspect of Satan’s kingdom…I wanted to know it. I wanted the truth about him and his kingdom.

BUT…I didn’t want to learn it from anyone BUT from Father. He is the only source of truth.

As I have shared before on this blog, those who come from a Satanic religion erroneously think they know Satan. They believe the spells they use and/or the conversations they have in the dark realm with demons…are the truth. That, my friends, is delusional.

Demons lie. Walking around in the dark is going to cause you to stumble and fall. You will trip yourself up. Severely.

I knew those truths.

Even though I had friends who were in the occult at one time, I didn’t trust their perception. It was based on lies and deception. It is smoke and mirrors. Illusions. It always reminds me of certain movies. One movie is Dr. Strange. That movie fascinates me beyond the fact that I love Benedict Cumberbatch. 😂 He sold Mr. Mitchell Man and I with Sherlock.

two women at a table — Bobbilicious is studying and listening to Father, while Vanessa is snapping pics to send to me.

Back Door

The spirit realm has a front door and a back door. Christ is the front Door. To enter into a relationship with Him…you are crossing the threshold covenant to enter the front Door of Father’s House. This is the right way to enter the spirit realm.

The back door is Satan. He is the thief who enters the house during the night to steal, kill, and destroy. This is the wrong way to enter Father’s House…the Heavenly realm.

SO…anyone entering the spirit realm NOT going through Christ and utilizing Holy Spirit as your spirit guide is a thief in Father’s eyes. His way to enter is ONLY through Christ…His Door. It is the threshold covenant with His people.

To enter any other way…will cost you more than you want to pay.

Christian Indoctrination

I have previously shared that I grew up in Christianity. As a result, I was indoctrinated with certain beliefs from a young age. I have mentioned the teachings I received in youth group about how saying cuss words was bad. If I cussed, I was sinning against “God.” There is a huge list of rules, regulations, doctrines, and traditions man compiles in each of the different denominations in each religion. Every religion has its policies. Most are flesh-based.

Through my intimacy with Christ, I came to learn it wasn’t cussing that was the problem in mankind. It was the state of the heart motivating the cussing.

I can lie to someone and tell them I love them. To Father, that is JUST AS bad as calling someone a “curse” word.

It always boils down to the state of the heart. If you hate someone…you are already in a state of disobedience to Father. Using shit as a part of speech with a pure heart is not an act of disobedience.

Now…Christian man will tell you saying shit any time is bad. They don’t speak for Father.

One indoctrination on this long list of atrocities per Christians…is anything related to the psychic world. THAT is a no-no. Stay away from those people cuz they are bad…going to Hell, and they will lead you straight to Hell. 😳

Even though I hadn’t been in the Christian Religious System in years, when Father told me to move into the psychic world, I was a bit hesitant.

Indoctrination is powerful. But…Father has more power. 🥰 Man can overcome through Christ.

Psychic World

My first tarot card reading was with a woman named Rita. She has been doing this for decades. Man…she is good. Spot on.

I was thrilled with the whole experience. It was fascinating to me. It opened up my eyes in a whole new way. Since that time, I have experienced many aspects of this world as I have interacted with many different people who call themselves psychics.

I have truly enjoyed discerning truth while experiencing different aspects of the psychic world. Through this, I have met some people I dearly love. So glad Father led me in this way.

Sometime in the last few weeks, Father had me purchase a set of Tarot cards and a couple sets of oracle cards. I have spent hours with Father studying this piece of the puzzle to Satan’s kingdom.

Hesitancy

I have been hesitant to post about this because I never want to lead anyone into temptation and/or cause someone to stumble.

I am using these cards as textbooks per Father’s direction. Seriously having fun during the process, too. As you can see in the photos, so are my girls. They have had a blast playing with my cards.

When we use these cards, we are asking Father/Christ/Holy Spirit to speak to us through them. Our Spirit guide is THE only spirit guide you should use…Holy Spirit. He alone will lead you to truth…Jesus Christ.

Also…when you utilize His guidance…going through the front Door…you are not stealing from Father.

If you use any other guide…you are stealing from Father/Christ/Holy Spirit. You are committing a crime in Father’s Kingdom and will do time for that. You are also stealing/borrowing money from Christ. This means you will owe Him in the end. He will make you pay Him back. The borrower is always a slave to the lender.

Just felt led to be Crystal Clear here about the matter. I don’t want to give anyone the wrong impression.

Vanessa and Bobbi have been on a baby kick for a while now. They are working to convince Donovan and Mitchell they need to have another child. 😂

I have truly enjoyed watching the interactions between the four of them about the baby topic.

Truth

There are so many pieces to the puzzle of the spirit realm…both the dark and the light portions of it. I will spend the rest of my life teaching about these matters.

For now…I want to say…truth is everywhere. Father is omnipresent. In part, that means not only is He everywhere…but His truth is everywhere. This is why, in part, He says man is without excuse. If you have the spiritual eyes to see, you can see Him everywhere. He is there…let me assure you.

With Tarot cards and oracle cards…it is no different than the pictures on this post. They all have much deeper meanings behind them…if you have the eyes to see. If you have that desire to search out the truths that are hidden behind them.

You must be a person who wants to get in deep. NOT stay like a kiddy swimming around and playing in the kiddy pool. You must want to go deeper.

Gifts

There are spiritual gifts. Here are two of them. Words of knowledge and words of prophecy.

As I have been studying the psychic world, I have been seeking truth and understanding about His Spirit in this world.

Because I am always discerning truth, I know when I am hearing truth. Also…I am clear when I hear and see flesh. In addition, the demonic red flags are pretty obvious to me.

As I have studied, I have been sorting and processing the information coming in, trying to put it in the appropriate file folders in my mind for later teaching.

It has been SUPER fascinating to me to see so many similarities in the psychic world and the New Apostolic Reformation division in the Christian Religious System.

So many things pique my interest in this study.

Many people reject the spirit realm altogether. Seems to scare them.

Then others…are ALL about the spirit realm…yet don’t use ANY discernment inside it. Everything goes.

Some of it baffles me.

In the NAR side of Christianity…EVERYTHING is a word of knowledge or prophecy. They tend to believe everything they hear. Yet, those same people would reject EVERYTHING a “psychic” would say is a word of knowledge or prophecy.

Rejection

I have mentioned on this blog before how Christianity has created this massive worldwide problem of mankind rejecting Christ and His truths. This world is in a huge mess…and Christianity plays a MAJOR role in the state of this world. This is why judgment will start in the house of Christianity.

Something I have witnessed over and over again throughout the years is the disdain for Christians coming from mankind.

I get that. I really do. When I was ten years old, I got that. Christianity is a joke…of epic proportions. Not a funny one. A sick one. Super toxic.

As I have studied this side of Satan’s kingdom, I have gotten to know some of the women who are being trafficked by the enemy. My heart goes out to them.

I think what I hate most about the matter is that so many humans are hearing from Father. He is talking to them…has given them gifts…yet they don’t recognize it is Him. Why? Because Christians kicked them out. Shut them down. Shut them out. Said horrible things to them because of their gifts.

I feel ya. Been there myself. I have mostly been hidden…for years.

Two days ago, I spoke the truth on a YouTube video. A couple of Christians lashed out at me in hatred. The one called me a witch. Said I was doing witchcraft. 🤦‍♀️

Can I say this once again??? Christians are some of the most hateful people you will ever meet. For real.

Most people tend to welcome you into their circle…be all-inclusive. NOT Christians. Tell them the truth, and most of them will viciously attack you. Super Christ-like, right? 🤦‍♀️🤨

A Better Way

I want to show, tell, and teach the world that there is a better way. Christ is the Way. His way of love is the right way.

Getting in bed with Satan has been very insightful in a multitude of ways. Daily, I learn more about both kingdoms. Pretty excited about crossing over and seeing it in real time.

I recently saw the Way. A weird experience for me. I live in the Twilight Zone 24/7. I have a feeling it is about to get even weirder for me. 😂 I welcome it.

Been waiting years for this time in my life. Can’t happen soon enough.

So ready to know it all intimately…then share that with the world. A dream come true for me.

The photos in this post are from a sleepover Hannah and Esme had at Bobbi’s house. Hannah wanted to spend some time with Bobbilicious. She took my cards with her so they could all play with them.

I stayed at Hannah’s to work on other matters. Bobbilicious and Vanessa blew up my phone with photos and updates. I loved every minute of it. Warmed my heart to see them getting truths from Father about life matters. Love the fact they love truth too. 😍