I am expecting. In my last post, I talked about how I expect Christ to appear before me at any moment. Today, that is more solidified. The concrete is good and hard. Felt led to share.
First…let me say this about the photos. When Father shared He wanted me to do this post, I asked Him, as always, what photos do you want me to use? These are the ones He picked out. 🤦♀️ I told Him…if you have ever doubted (will ever doubt) my love and trust in you…let’s always refer to these photos. I am posting them out of obedience.
They are scans of old photos…which are bad in that one layer. However, I am truly horrified at the thought of posting these. This old obedient dog is doing it anyway. I have done worse acts of obedience that have cost my pride far more than posting these pics. 😂 May the humble get humbler. That is all I am going to say about these photos. 🙃
Update
This morning, one of the things I heard was…they are coming.
😳 WHOA!!!!!! HOLY SMOKES FOLKS!!! The people are coming. Can we dance a jig together???? I have been waiting on this time for SO LONG!!!!!!!! I can hardly contain myself. My excitement is OFF THE CHARTS. For real.
I keep having to calm myself. It is hard.
He told me LONG AGO…if you build it…they will come. Well, I built it…so they most certainly should. 😂 I have been hiding out in my field in plain sight on the World Wide Web waiting on His timing. Been a hard work for me. 😆
Leaving
Recently, Father said to me…prepare to leave. You are leaving town.
I was like…ok…where am I going????? Man…I live out of trash bags…what else do I need to do to prepare to leave??? He confuses the Hell out of me daily. 🤷♀️ I told Hannah this morning, I could be out of here in 30 minutes or less. Not sure what else I can physically do to be ready.
That is one piece of the puzzle. Here is another one.
Hannah mentioned a date in conversation the other day. When she was talking, I thought to myself…I am not going to be here then. It was a pin. I kept the thought to myself. Didn’t mention it to her.
Then last night, she came into my room with questions and concerns about things I had shared with her earlier about future events. During that conversation, I shared with her…I think I am leaving…before the end of the month. Not sure where I am going…but I don’t think I will be here much longer.
This morning, I felt like I needed to get to Washington D.C. Felt super urgent. It felt like I needed to get to the Cherry Blossom Festival.
Questions
I have mentioned in a previous post, I felt like I was maybe supposed to attend the festival this year. However, I wasn’t sure if this was merely a spiritual thing or if it was physically attending too.
I worked on that this morning with Father. Asking for truth about it.
Hannah came in and we asked together. I was reminded of a vision Bobbi had a few weeks ago. Feels like I am supposed to go. It is business related, but also for pleasure as well.
I have thoughts about what that business pertains to. Going to wait on that. Need more pieces of the puzzle before I am convinced of truth there.
Of course, I am scratching my head trying to compute how I am going to get to said festival. Let’s do a recap here of my current status.
I am broke. Seriously in debt…that He put me in. Have no vehicle. No money. No more credit to use. Can’t pay my current bills…and I am still homeless.
That gives you a good overview of my status. 😂
I asked Him…how am I going to get there? His response…I will provide a way.
Well alrighty then…there ya go. Now, ya know. 😂🤷♀️
Videos
When talking to Vanessa the other day about getting back on Facebook, she felt like maybe I was supposed to get on there and do videos again. In the past, I did teaching videos on there.
I told her…I know you are hearing Father about the videos. I have been feeling the itch to do them. However, I am NOT doing them on Facebook. That is a no-go.
I reminded her of our conversations in Colorado Springs about the four pages on my blog and what they represented. I want a united house, not a divided house. Having my own space NOT on social media is important to me. I refuse to do this like the world does it. 🤨
Teaching
This morning, I was severely itching to do video teachings. It is starting to eat away at me. Feels like I am going to have to start.
I have been working on justice again today. Got some really awesome truths about justice moving in a direction I didn’t see coming. Crazy stuff…His Kingdom is.
There is this judicial case pending that is between two Christians. Pretty public stuff.
The whole thing is VERY disturbing to me. Has been eating away at me since I saw it pop up the first time. I have been following the story to see what was going to come of it. It has moved into the court system now.
I am disturbed for radically different reasons than the Christians who are all jawjacking about it online. One of the truths Father gave me this morning…stunned me. It is more evidence to me…every single decision you make costs you more than you are willing to pay from an eternal perspective. Man…I want to show and tell that to the world. I want the people to GET that in their hearts and minds.
People need to KNOW the truth so they can make wiser choices. I am always horrified by the complacency in the hearts and minds of humanity. Every single decision you make is life or death. No joke. I just keep thinking if the people knew what the consequences were…they might make a wiser choice.
Hannah has said to me on repeat…I wish you would have shaken me. Slapped me. Tied me down…something…just stopped me from making those choices. She is grieving severe losses from choosing the wrong path. Hindsight is such a horrible way to learn the consequences of choosing death in Father’s Kingdom.
Scam Text
Felt led to share this scam text I received today, along with a part of the convo I had with Hannah.
I get the text. I come out of the bedroom into the kitchen. It was too funny NOT to share with her. So I start reading it to Hannah while interjecting my thoughts on the matter.
I read about how I MUST pay using the link below…cuz I can’t go to any other link for THAT link will lead me straight to the scammers. Heaven forbid, I might use a different link. 🔗😉
I shared with her…wow…they might suspend the registration on the vehicle I don’t have. OR worse yet…IMPOUND the vehicle I don’t own.
BUT WAIT…THERE IS MORE…they might GARNISH the wages from my non-existent paycheck.
WOW…what should Crystal Ann Laura do????
I MIGHT LOSE MY DRIVING PRIVILEGES! 😳🚗 This could be serious.
She was laughing the whole time. When I finished reading it…she popped off at me…you sound like your dad. 😂😂😂 It made the whole thing even funnier. She was right. I have turned into my dad. He LOVED talking to scammers on the phone. He had so much fun doing that. Hysterical to me. Grandpa did the same thing. He would always tell them he was a poor, broke farmer. 🧑🌾 😂 Entertainment!
Togetherness
I felt like after working through all this stuff this morning…Father was saying it is time for everything to come together finally.
All the pieces of this massive puzzle are going to click in and the picture will be complete. I am getting the completion I have been longing for…for so long. We are at the end. Christ is coming. The people are coming. The money is coming. My freedom is here. Going to leave town. Believing I will be heading to D.C. shortly.
It is time for the Marriage Feast to begin. The Second Exodus!!!
Excited!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh boy…SUPER excited.
I have been wanting to travel. I think maybe I am getting ready to start. My camera equipment is in storage…not a good place for it with the temperature issues. I had decided I was done with the camera. If Father wanted me to do photography again, He was going to have to provide the money for new equipment. ALSO…He would have to allow me to start traveling again. Man…I need inspiration. That means NATURE. Traveling in NATURE. Gotta go man…there is a WHOLE world out there to explore.
I AM EXPECTING. 🥰