Goodbye Sis

Upon awakening this morning, I heard…Goodbye Sis. The only thing that came to my mind was my spiritual brother. Sounded just like him.

I then followed my S.O.P.

I said…Holy Spirit…take me by the hand and lead me to the truth. Jesus…tell me the truth. What do you want me to see, hear, know, and understand here?

I was reminded of a dream I once had. We focused in on one portion of that dream. An old friend of mine was walking with me…and lying to me about something. Father wanted to discuss that old friend. We cut the friend out of my life years ago. Painful for me…somewhat. I knew it was the right thing to do though.

This morning, Father gave me a bit more truth related to the reasoning behind that pruning. It felt good. I needed to hear those words. It was a piece of proof/evidence of Father’s loving care for me. It was tenderness…toward my heart. I HATE cutting people out of my life. Hate losing people. At times though, it is a necessary part of my walk with Him. It is for my good.

Fernando

His response was kind of humorous to me. Kind of. 😜

He started singing the lyrics of Abba’s song Fernando. Just two lines. The ones where if they had to do the same thing again to get liberty…they would. 🤦‍♀️🤨

Isn’t that funny? I think so.

I got what He was saying.

In that story, it is two warriors who battled together for freedom. The one warrior is talking to the other warrior, Fernando. The warrior is telling Fernando if they had to do it again, they would.

Father was telling me…you have been fighting for freedom. Liberty. Truth. CUZ…it is the truth that sets you free, see? I have been battling/fighting for truth…freedom for me. For my male child.

I earned my freedom. Now…I have to do it again by battling for the masses. I have to lead them out of slavery.

Nary

I said to Him…ok. This ole gal hears what you are saying. Good to go on that front…HOWEVER, I have something to say about this future battle. I don’t want any pain. Not one tiny little bit of it. I have had enough pain to last me for eternity.

This was His response.

Nary a one. NOT one bit of pain.

I smiled. A big ole smile. That is more like it sir. Loving the idea.

Sounds like a plan I can be fully on board about.

Photos

I chose random photos for this post. (Mostly random. 😜) Felt like I needed to do a post today, yet I wanted to keep it shorter. I have greatly whittled down the list of what I was considering for this.

The featured image is a photo I took years ago at the riverfront that I used to walk at regularly. It kind of reminds me of a concept I have been chewing and stewing on for years. It is something I am currently cogitating on. Needing answers here.

I have mentioned it previously on this blog. It is regarding the EstherMeToo Movement. Also…the whole kingdom marriage stuff in the New Apostolic Reformation/Word of Faith/Charismatic division of the Christian Religious System. I call them all…the kingdom people. They all talk as if they are building Father’s Kingdom, but in reality they are building their own kingdom. Hence…the kingdom people.

Seeds

When I was really struggling in the beginning with this whole craziness of discovering people were getting my stuff as if it were for them…I shared some of that on this blog. I won’t repeat all of that in this post. Here is a short summary.

Father and I had HOURS of discussion about this matter. I felt like He was cheating on me. Felt betrayed.

One of the truths He spoke that calmed me down was this…Crystal…I am telling them our story. He then proceeded to remind me of a conversation I had with a guy years ago which kind of sealed the deal for me…so to speak. I knew, although I was going against the masses…I was standing on truth. His truth.

I kept asking Him…then who is planting the seeds here? Cuz…there are thousands of women getting visions, words, and dreams as if this story is about them.

He reminded me that He, as the Farmer, plants the wheat seeds. The truth which becomes the grain offering. The Bread of Life.

BUT…the enemy comes along and plants the weed seeds…the tares…lies and deception in the same field. They grow up together and are pulled up at the harvest.

I knew then what He meant. When this was finished and I took center stage, the lies and deception about this whole saga would be pulled up and thrown into the fire.

River

It is also the river. In the photo, the river has a little island in the middle of it. It has the appearance of this little split.

This is a concept I have been looking at in my mind.

I believe it is in the book of Ezekiel…can’t remember and too lazy to look it up right now. The grandkids are over, so I am multitasking this evening. 🤷‍♀️

There is a River of Life that flows out of the temple. To me…that picture means a LOT of things. Here is a tidbit of what I see. The water…the River of Life is the truth. Father’s words of Truth (Christ) are flowing by His Spirit (Holy Spirit). The three of them are the temple. Christ’s body will become the third Temple here on Earth.

Once again, His words of truth will flow out to the people. This is what will set the captives free. This river has been flowing into me for years now. I have been drowning in the thing.

Also, there is the river the great dragon spews out of his mouth to destroy me. Revelation 12. Wow…that river has been a trip to navigate. Nearly overtook me more times than I can count.

Questions

I have been chewing and stewing on this deception the people are wrapped up in for years now. How in the world did they get in that river?

Some of the people I have seen on the internet talking about this season of time…are firmly planted on a solid foundation. They know I am coming. They aren’t claiming my position. I have seen people saying…it is one woman…not the masses some claim. Not women who are shouting they are Esther to everyone…these women know I am hidden.

Yet…so many…thousands of women have been sucked into this river the Great Dragon has been spewing out of his mouth. They are buying into his lies. How did that happen to so many????

The River of Life/Truth got split…perverted somehow. I hate that for the people who have succumbed to the lies and deception, but at the same time, I am fascinated by the mechanics of it all. Needing to see, know, and understand how that works.

I desperately need to cross over into my Promised Land…on the other side of the curtain. I must enter the Most Holy Place and see my backtrail from that perspective. In addition, I have to know it all and understand it all…past, present, and future.

Leaving

At the end of January, I did a post saying I thought I was getting ready to leave. Go somewhere.

Well, by George, I was right. I am getting ready to leave. 😆

Still not sure what any of this means. I have some ideas. Feel 100% convinced I am leaving my prison cell. Just like Joseph was released after being wrongly imprisoned…I too am going to be released finally. Going to meet my King…for real.

Can you say giddy? Yep…that is me. One giddy woman.

Also, I believe my blog is going to start traveling. I think that is another aspect of the leaving and goodbye words. I am finally going to be revealed. Made public somehow. Not sure how that is going to work, but I am fully on board with His plan.

I think I am getting ready to get married finally. Christ and I HAVE to make this covenant. The Covenant of Truth. It must be completed. The two of us must come together. The spirit realm and the natural realm must merge. The two must become one. They must meet face to face.

Dreams

I believe dreams really do come true. I am going to meet the man of my dreams face to face. A dream come true for me.

Man writes fantasies and fairy tales. When Father writes a story…it is a true story. His truth is better than anything man could ever imagine in their wildest imagination.

Yesterday, one of the things Father said to me was…it is time for your magic carpet ride. Then He said to me…let’s take a walk on the wild side.

My response…oh baby…love the way you are talking to me. Let’s do it. Ready to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Excited to leave here. Excited to go home. Super excited to be married.

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Have a marvy day!!! Having one myself.

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