Yesterday, I felt like Father was telling me I needed to go to New Harmony, Indiana. This morning, I headed that way. Was really hoping to see a nice display of fall leaves. Super disappointed. Spending fall in Michigan has ruined me on fall. I haven’t seen a prettier display of coloring than when I lived in Michigan. Would love to see fall in Maine yet. This is an item on my bucket list.
On the way to New Harmony, I was frustrated. I had to work through my issues that I continuously give out of my poverty. Father’s ways frustrate me beyond measure most of the time. Constantly pushing you to grow.
The time spent in nature today was super productive and tremendously healing for me. I accomplished much. Felt like I was supposed to type this little blurb up in a post.
Two things brought healing to me.
One…Father is going to get me out of poverty. I will start giving out of riches instead of poverty. Thankful…so very thankful. Tired of living this life.
Coming Together
The second portion that brought me healing is regarding unity.
When I asked Father why He sent me to New Harmony, He said to bring you new harmony. Unity. Peace. Unification.
He did that. Wonderful. I feel RELIEF on a level I can’t even express to mankind.
For years, I have been struggling with one of the concepts I felt like He was promising me for my future.
Last night, I came to the conclusion it wasn’t what I thought it was. It wasn’t going to look like I thought it would.
After today, I am convinced I am right.
Father is getting ready to change my life in positive ways. Convert the death and curses I have been trapped in for the last seven years…into life and blessings.
All the struggles with any issue about my future…are gone. Removed. Disappeared.
I am going to walk out of this lifestyle and change over to something radically different. Something custom-built for me. A new life I will love.
It reminds me of Jacob and Esau coming together on neutral territory. The Israelite and the Non-Israelite joining together as one body. The old and new coming together to become one. The Bride and Bridegroom coming together in peace and unity. Harmony. Love. A new life.
I am so grateful at the thought of leaving this lifestyle behind. I can hardly wait. 🥰
I feel like many miss the beauty in the little things. Hate to miss them myself. 😳