Obfuscate

Obfuscate is the word of the day on my dictionary app today. I feel the word fits the definition. It is a confusing word if you ask me. Doesn’t roll off the tongue pleasantly like other words do. I feel a bit unclear looking at it. My simple definition of the word is a phrase I use often…about as clear as mud. Confusing. Hard to understand and sometimes it gets harder to understand the more I think about it. 😂

You pronounce the word with a short u instead of a long u sound. Like fuh instead of few.

The English language makes absolutely no sense at times. There are rules to follow…yet lots of words break the phonetic rules making you scratch your head in wonder.

One of my favorite comedy routines is Gallagher’s skit on the English language. It is super funny because it is TRUE.

What is really crazy…is how this word of the day fits right into the puzzle I have been assembling. CRAZY!

Moana 2

The fam has been eagerly anticipating the release of Moana 2. We did a matinee on the release day which was also Bobbi’s birthday. Btw…the photos in this post are courtesy of Miss Bobbilicious herself. Thanksgiving photos from yesterday. I opted out of the family celebration. More on that later.

The Moana story is my story. A picture of me. I was pretty intrigued about what the sequel would be about. I knew it would be prophetic about my life as well. Curious to see what it would depict. After the movie, I went back to work, but I heard the females sat and dissected the movie that evening. 😜 I haven’t heard yet what they came up with.

I felt like the movie was pretty clear. It was merely a confirmation to me. I am getting ready to bring the people together from far and wide. Bring unity to the Bride of Christ. Crystal Clear to me. Super thrilled to see her achieve her demigod status at the end of the journey. The work paid off. Cried several times with relief throughout the movie. Did my heart some good. 🥰😍🤩💜 My work will pay off and I will achieve the status I have been working toward.

Thanksgiving

I spent the day alone with Christ. Blissful. For real. I am feeling a strong desire to leave. To pull away from people…which includes my family. We did some deep work a few weeks ago as I mentioned in a different post. During that time, Father put everyone in their places for me. Set clear boundaries. I started to feel like it was ok for me to leave now. My adult kids are settling into their right places. I settled into mine. Feeling the need to separate myself…apart from the kids and grandkids.

I feel like I need to get away and be quiet somewhere. Away from all the distractions in this world. Wanting something different. Better. I think maybe it is nearing time to start producing something. Maybe write a book. Books plural. Write the curriculum I have had the burning desire to write for over 20 years. Produce whatever I have been working toward for the last 30-plus years.

Feels like it is time to leave, get away, be in a quiet place, away from the world, away from people, distractions, etc. Be in nature. Around trees and water. Freedom of movement.

Arrived

While working with Christ yesterday, I arrived somewhere. Not sure where…just somewhere good. This new place is a place I have been trying to get to…for around 20 years now. Can’t describe it in this world. Not really words. The best way I can describe it is a pressure release in areas of my life. Needs I have had…Christ met somehow. I haven’t a clue what is happening to me on a daily basis…it is magical. It is His power…somehow changing me. Every day…something is drastically new.

When I look at the word obfuscate…I think of two things. The first thing is Christianity. Christianity…the teachings contained within that box of religion have obfuscated the gospel of Jesus Christ. What they have done is make the whole nature of Christ and His relationship with the people more difficult to understand. It is a foundational problem in this world. For real. This has caused the world to slide down the slippery slope to death…on a massive scale.

The simplicity of the gospel of Jesus Christ is about relationship. Not about church, attendance, and man-made church rules to follow. It is about a man who LOVES his wife. A man who wants/desires/needs to be in a relationship with the woman he loves. He wants her to love him back…as he loves her. Christ wants her to follow the rules He has established for their household patterned after the rules His Father established in His Household.

Simply sitting across the table talking to Father as if He is dad. Christ as if He is Husband. Holy Spirit as if He is your very best friend.

It is SO EASY TO UNDERSTAND.

Yet Christianity made it clear as mud.

Fire

The second thing I think about when I see the word obfuscate…is Father. He has made the last seven years EXTREMELY difficult for me to understand.

I stepped into the fire over 30 years ago. It has been my home ever since. However, He has progressively turned that fire up as I have gotten closer to Him. This is how it works in His Kingdom. If you want to be close to Him…you must get purified. The closer you get…the more purified you need to become.

I am not interested in stepping into Heaven and being relegated to living at the edge of camp. If you think of the Israelite nation living in the Wilderness, you will see and understand every tribe had their position within the camp. It is place value. Everyone has their place. Everyone has their value. I am not interested in being a commoner in Heaven.

For years, I told Father…it isn’t Heaven to me if I am not in the same room with you. I don’t care if I am a child sitting at your feet or next to your throne. I will even sit quietly as a child on the floor at your feet, but I am not ok being outside of your presence. To me…Heaven means touching Father 24/7. No point in being there if I am anywhere else. HE IS Heaven to me.

To attain that status… requires a fire unlike any other. 🤯 Learned that in hindsight. Never know what I am truly asking for. 🤷‍♀️

Prophet’s Work

As I have previously mentioned on this blog, Father told me I was a prophet. Before He shared that with me, I spent years asking Him IF there were even any prophets on Earth.

When He placed me inside the Christian Religious System, He moved me around through those years. We started on the conservative end…with the Cessationists…those who believe Holy Spirit got fired. He died or something. They don’t believe He still speaks today. Unfortunately, they totally gloss over the scripture where Christ is very clear Holy Spirit was being sent as a gift and helper to GUIDE us. Also…the one where He says His sheep will KNOW His voice. They pick and choose what they want to believe. I guess they have chosen to throw the concepts above…in the trash. 🗑️🤦‍♀️

Then Father moved me through the other divisions all the way over to the liberal of liberals…the N.A.R. (New Apostolic Reformation) Wow. 😮 Father taught me much as I moved through the system from one end of the spectrum to the other.

In the NAR, you will find the man-appointed prophets and apostles. The false ones. Studying these people had me scratching my head…a LOT.

It brought to my mind many questions Father and I discussed at length over the years.

When He opened my eyes to see I was a prophet doing a prophet’s work…my whole life made so much more sense to me. Things became much clearer.

Buttresses

Interesting word don’t ya think? I want to mention this again here…even though I have said it before. I am super thankful for the people in my life…my little team who have supported me. They have been my buttresses…helping to hold me up on this journey. Some of them you have seen pictures of along the way. My ladies in waiting…GOLD to my heart.

Others are still hidden at this time. I suspect I will share them in the future. I could NOT have made it here…without them. That is truth. Father knew I needed a team in the background to help me survive this FIRE. It was turned up to a level no other man could withstand. I am in awe I made it through it. Didn’t think I would.

However, I did. Look at me go!!!!!!! Got my big girl panties on…ready to ROCK it. Doing a MAJOR happy dance celebration.

I was telling Christ this morning…we should have a worldwide celebration of some sort. For real. I think the whole wide world should celebrate with me. Celebrate my graduation from the Hell hole I was trapped in for seven years. This deserves a celebration on a massive scale. Truly. I love celebrating achievements. Gotta memorialize hard work with a party of some sort. Even if it is just a party of one…two…or the masses. I don’t care about the scale really…but this one deserves a massive party.

Wineskin

That leads me to the next thought. Yesterday, I was asking Christ to change the water into wine for me.

Here is a bit of background on that. I had asked Christ to make me into the new wineskin. Cover me with His perfect flesh. Then pour into me. There are a few important pieces to this little puzzle.

Think Pirates of the Caribbean…when the skeletons take the bottle to drink. The drink pours out through their bones. No flesh to hold in the food and/or the drink. That is a powerful prophetic picture of spiritually dead people. They don’t have Christ’s skin…His flesh to cover their soul and spirit bodies. Any spirit and soul food they try to consume will leak out through the bones. Leaves the people always in a state of malnourishment. Always hungry but never getting fed. Always thirsty but never being quenched of their thirst.

Man’s “soul” food does not satisfy the soul. It is lies/deception. Only Christ’s truth can satisfy the soul’s hunger and thirst. He is the bread. The water. The wine. He is the meat offering. The first fruits. Consuming Christ/Truth IS the food and drink offering for your soul and your spirit man. Only He was designed to nourish your soul and spirit man. His truth COVERS your body as you replace your disobedient flesh with His perfect flesh.

As you take on the new wineskin…His flesh…and consume Him…His truths…you are covering and filling.

Wedding Feast

After having given birth to my male child, taking on His covering as the new wineskin, and having His truth poured into me…I figured I should ask Him to change that water…truth…His word…into wine. Much like His natural mother, Mary asked Him to change the water into wine at the wedding feast. The prophetic parallels here are mind-boggling. As His Spiritual Mother, I have the right and privilege to ask Him to do that for me. Time for a celebration…a wedding feast. 🥳🍷👰‍♀️🤵🏻‍♂️💍

Feeling like I should be quite intoxicated by His love don’t ya think? I earned it. 🤨 THEN…I could pour out this intoxicating love onto the Bride of Christ as I teach Her His truths. Intoxicate the Bride of Christ with His love. As the Second Eve, I will be poured out as ALL the offerings like Christ as the Second Adam was. Only a bit different this time.

Wonderfulness. Brilliant plan I believe.

I am expecting other miracles on this train as well. Asking for my fishing efforts to be rewarded in mass. Like Peter throwing out the nets and nearly capsizing the boat so many little fishies were caught. Yes…I said fishies. The word fishies is much more fun to say than fishes. Roll with me here. I am a humble country girl who likes to have a bit of fun. Not into stuffy and snooty patooties. 🤷‍♀️

Also…asking for drachmas to be in those little fishies mouths. Needing to pay bills people. 😂 Earned every stinking penny I get as a donation…for eternity.

Amazement

I meant to ask him after the movie was over how that happened. I literally was thinking the exact same thing. This is why I pulled my phone out. I started doing the research and figured it out…but Mitchell was asking the question as I was getting the phone ready.

Made me wonder if we have watched WAY TOO MANY movies together. 😂 That was one way we celebrated his accomplishments was dinner and a movie. Not that we needed a reason to go see a movie. Sometimes we would watch them at home together. Mitchell is fun to watch shows with. He has questions and narration. 😜

It freaked me out a bit for him to literally ask the same question to me I was thinking in my head. He said “we,” so the boy knew I was wondering too. I don’t know if he knows me so well that he knew why I was reaching for my phone…to do the detective work to figure out the voice…or WHAT??? Was he just thinking that same thing and knew I was too? 🤷‍♀️

A freaky amazing moment during that movie.

Medical Stuff

That being said…I have been studying medical stuff FOR YEARS. I LOVE Anatomy and Physiology. One of my frustrations with Father has been the fact He will let me get my medical stuff out to start studying. I get a bit of the way in…then He shuts me down. Takes me somewhere else. 🤯 Makes my little teapot steam and scream in real-time.

There is a time, space, and sequential order to everything. He is the mathematician, so I have to go in His divine order. Drives me batty though.

Hannah and Vanessa love it when I get the medical stuff out. The prophetic revelation contained in A&P is incredible. Makes me giddy all over. Like I died and went to Heaven. I get so excited I can hardly sit still. The girls love to hear the stuff I get. Fascinating.

So…I am studying medical stuff again…in a slightly different way this time. Man…I am all up in that. All about it. I am in my happy place.

I am currently conversing with Father, Christ, and Holy Spirit about how body, soul, and spirit work together in the medical division. Need to know both the positive and negative aspects of it all. Super complicated stuff. So very interesting.

Identity

One portion of this study is about identity. It ties in with gender.

Looking at man’s beliefs about their physical image. Their physical appearance. View of self…physically speaking. Positive and negative. Then how that negative belief system takes them down the path of body modification. This would include every type…going trans by changing their gender identity. Cutting. Scarring themselves. Looking at the entire spectrum of plastic surgery. People wanting to look like a famous celebrity like the Kardashians, a cartoon character, an animal, or a doll.

Seems to be an obsession with looking plastic. Being fake.

Always deception. People lying to themselves. Lying to each other. No one being real. Always building something from a fantasy world they live in. Choosing death without considering what that death choice means long term.

I see people focusing only on the external appearance…what is temporary…instead of focusing on the internal which is eternal. So many people living as if there is no tomorrow. NOT realizing we are all immortal souls. Our physical body is mortal. However, our soul and spirit bodies are immortal.

Obfuscation

We are back to that word again. The craziness I see in the world…is man obfuscating EVERYTHING. I am trying to make heads and tails out of why, how, where, when, and what regarding mankind and their choices. It is insanity. Delusion.

I think one of the things I love most about Christ is how simple He makes life. Father has rules in His Household. If you follow the rules…you will reach blessings in the end. It won’t be an easy life…but the rewards outweigh the pain involved here. Such a simple way to live. Just follow the rules. Stay in the lines…you are good. Safe. Stable. Secure.

Get out of the lines…you are in trouble.

I don’t get the fascination with fake. Plastic. Fake boobs. Fake butts. Implants. Injections. Hiding. Trying to be somebody you are not. Yet…man preaches authenticity and vulnerability. 🤯🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

It doesn’t compute in this old brain.

Been working YEARS to clean out the neural pathways. Straighten them up. Pull some out. Add new ones. Travel the new pathways faster…lots of mental math. Lots of practice.

Future

I look forward to the time when I am released to write the curriculum for the masses. Such an exciting thought for me. It will be Heaven for me. A dream come true. Something I have been working for so long to achieve. The A&P alone makes me beyond giddy. Each topic is cool…but the body portion does something different to my heart. It has more weight, volume, and value to me for some reason.

My time is coming. Feeling the need to leave and hide away somewhere. Needing the quiet time. Since He is having me separate from my family, I believe the time is approaching to leave. Feels right. I have peace about leaving the kiddos where they are. That portion of my life has come to an end. My adult children are going to be good. Momma is happy about that. Time to do me now. Do me on a massive scale.

Woohoo!!!

Going back to my medical studies. Interesting stuff.

Do you like the feature image? Bobbilicious made some food art. LOVE THE VEGGIE TURKEY!!!!!!!!!! Love food art. Reminds me of hosting lots of people when my kids were younger. My oldest daughter would make our platters of food beautiful. We always had fun presenting the food in beautiful ways. 😍 I miss having a home and hosting people. Completely different lifestyle today from what I had years ago. Wowser…living for Him is not easy…but it IS worth it.

Have a MARVY DAY!!! Planning on it myself.