I have a lot of words to use today regarding the concept of retribution tied to the religion of Christianity. Take a seat and get comfortable. This is going to be a long one.
When I woke up this morning, I was swimming in words for this post. I felt like I was supposed to share how yesterday played out…from start to finish. At least parts and pieces of it. Obviously, I can’t cover it all. My mind travels at the speed of light. I can’t possibly share all that processing in a post.
Before I get started on the meat of it. The photos are from my time in Cody, Wyoming in 2020. Tonto and I stayed at a cabin in a campground there. Met some really cool people while walking Tonto. There were two huge Tepees on the property in a field. I had to investigate. 😜 I am like a curious cat.
While exploring the Tepees, I met a couple who were also exploring with their dog. They asked me if the dogs could play. Throughout my trip, I encountered other dog owners who wanted play dates. I always obliged. It was good for the dogs and us adults. 😂 It was amazing for me to discover the animal community in this world. Crazy how many people I bonded with over our animals. 🤷♀️
Christianity
A little repeat and backstory. When the people finally show up here on my blog, the readers will take note of my disdain for the religion of Christianity in the religious system. Father planted that seed in my heart and mind at the age of ten. I think I have shared at least part of that story somewhere on here.
I had all the pieces I needed even at that young age to know Christianity was a farce. It was a fake. I couldn’t express to people what I knew inside…but I knew it. I was 100% convinced at the age of ten. No human being could convince me of any other truth. I knew experientially…Christianity was wrong. I knew evil lived within.
Fast forward years. I made the decision to try and have a relationship with Father/Christ/Holy Spirit. When I did that…Father made me go back to the church I grew up in. I mentioned that in my last post, I think. I obeyed and went back…but I knew I was doing it my way. Not their way. I was going to follow Father/Christ/Holy Spirit…not man’s rules.
Study
This began a massive study of Christianity. I have been studying Christianity since I was a child, but when I went back in as an adult, I had a different perspective. My purpose of being there was radically different. At times, Father will give me a short break from my studies, but then I find myself back at it again. Each time I cycle around, I get deeper truths. The truths I already have become more solidified like concrete. They become immovable mountains.
Early Morning
As soon as I woke up, I did my morning routine. Opened up my YouTube app to see what Father had for me to see.
For years, I have been studying the false “prophets/profits” in this world. I have said on repeat…not one of those people in the Christian Religion are prophets and/or apostles. Nope. Not. They have surely elevated themselves to that position, but that is only in their dreams. They have built their own kingdom. NOT Father’s.
Not only do I exercise my soul’s intuition and discernment, I exercise my spirit man’s intuition and discernment. My Spidey senses are ALWAYS on. As soon as someone enters my radar, they become a case study for me. This is how I have operated with Father for years. The world and the people in it are my subjects. He uses all things to teach me.
Most of the time, within minutes, I have picked apart the false prophets’ false words and claims. We are to look for the signs. Signs are everywhere. Good fruit has signs. Bad fruit has signs. Demons have signs. His Spirit has signs. Lies and deception have signs. Truth has signs. Signs scream at me constantly. I am always paying attention to the signs waving in front of my face.
Subtleties
I have one man who claims he is a prophet who has kind of intrigued me. He is much harder to discern. Everything in my brain tells me logically he is a conman…but I was at odds with that logic. I know the math/logic does not lie…but he has the appearance of good. It has been messing with my brain. My computer was having trouble computing what I was seeing.
It reminds me of a convo Dad and I had many years ago. I was sharing with him a convo I had with someone I hadn’t talked to in years. Dad wanted the 411 on the matter. I said to Dad…He is still a con artist. However, it feels like to me…he has improved his presentation. He is smoother.
It was a really cool experience for me. It solidified the truth in me that con artists who practice their cons…can improve and get smoother at fooling certain people. I found the whole matter a fascinating learning experience.
Some signs are subtle. You can’t let your Spidey senses down…you gotta always be paying attention. Father warned me many years ago…He said…the enemy is ALWAYS watching you. You must not let your guard down. With this warning, I saw a vision. I was hiking on a trail. A mountain lion was watching me. Waiting for me to stumble. It was Crystal Clear to me…I was the prey. The predator was always lurking. I had to be vigilant 24/7.
Church
This particular false prophet had a video falsely prophesying what “God” had shared with him regarding the church. Later that day, he added another video about the same topic. Both videos were “words from the Lord” about how “God” felt about the church and what He was going to do with it. I started the day watching the first video. Then, I ended the day watching the next video. The book ends encapsulating my day.
Crazy how Father orders my day. Absolutely baffles me every single day. The ordering is impeccable on so many levels. His intelligence fascinates me.
Analyzing
With the first video, as I was skimming the transcript, I noticed some red flags. Signs frantically waving at me. I took 4 or 5 screenshots of different portions of the transcript to analyze later.
I study every word that Father pins on my spiritual Pinterest page. It is stored in my mind for later study.
Then I moved on to the next subject/video. It didn’t feel like I was supposed to work through the material at the moment. I was in bed. It was dark. I needed a desk.
Justice
Fast forward through some video time, and now the world is starting to wake up and get jiggy with it. I tend to be amazed at times when I realize I am up, showered, have eaten breakfast, and ready to run errands…only to realize businesses are still closed. 😂 I had to wait for the library to open this morning. NOT the first time. 😜
During my last video, I realized I had this insane desire to work on my scales of balance/justice/accounting teachings. Felt like I needed to head to the library to seclude myself away in my favorite room.
Borrowed Hannah’s car and headed that way. When I got to the library, I unloaded all my stuff on the table. Had the Kingdom of Heaven maps out I knew I would need and was ready to go.
He says to me…start with the transcripts from the false prophet.
Alrighty then…
I airdropped them from my phone to my iPad. Inserted them into a doc and began exercising my analytical skills.
Issue
Partway through the study, I got stuck. Had to deal with an issue that I have been digging out in its entirety for years. Here it is…
As I have previously mentioned, I have experienced years of hatred for following Christ that man here on Earth can’t relate to. Persecution. I love them…they hate me. 🤷♀️ I feel Christ.
That being said…I experientially KNOW what it feels like to be falsely/wrongly judged and/or condemned by man. I have years of this under my belt. This ole gal knows every aspect of how that impacts a human. Those who accused me…never knew my heart. They judged and condemned me by their own wicked hearts.
I DON’T want to do that to people. It isn’t nice. Doesn’t feel nice. It is destructive in every way. I always say…kindness goes a long way. Be kind to people. You don’t have to like someone to be kind to them. An old friend of mine always said…kill them with kindness. 🥰
I don’t want to wrongly/falsely accuse someone…of anything.
This false prophet comes across as a gentleman. Honorable. Humble. Quiet. Soft-spoken. Gentle. Kind. Good. Loving. Etc.
He is smooth in a “humble” way.
It was messing with me. Although I have skills here, I am super cautious. Still don’t want to misjudge. Leads me to doubt myself at times.
When in doubt, I call Vanessa. 😂
I told her…need help here. This guy is good. I am struggling with something inside of me about this guy.
We asked Father about it together. We both got something that fixed the issue for me.
Sally and Sue
He reminded me of a situation from years ago. I am going to share a tiny bit of that. I am calling the people Sally and Sue. It entertains me to use those names. 😜
I was in a relationship with both Sally and Sue.
My soul intuition and discernment sirens were screaming at me. Sally had an issue with me. I sat down with Father to inquire what the deal was. He kicked in my spirit man’s intuition and discernment. I saw a vision of Sally’s hands around my throat trying to choke the life out of me. What I saw in addition to this was rage, murder, hatred, bitterness, malice, strife, trauma, drama, pride, arrogance, selfishness, etc. A lot of flesh and demonic stuff going on.
Wowser bowser man!!! Pretty eye-opening. Opened my spiritual eyes up lickety split. Couldn’t unsee that.
As the word says…if you have a conflict with someone…you go to them. Try to resolve it.
I did that. Sally was the QUEEN OF DENIAL. Nope…no issues with me.
Complete hogwash. Lies. A liar lying.
When Sally and I were together and Sue was present…Sally was kind, loving, and sweet to me. If Sue was not present…I got the cold shoulder. NOT ONE WORD. Wouldn’t look at me. Wouldn’t talk to me.
Serious passive-aggressive behavior. Gaslighting. Manipulation.
Sally gave an amazing performance when Sue was around.
Deception
Father reminded me of the deceptive performance. Sally was playing a role. An actor acting. Sally had an agenda.
He was saying…this false prophet has an agenda. They are an actor acting. Playing a part. It is a performance. It is all about performing for the people.
This false prophet has over a half a million subs on YouTube currently on one of their three channels. They keep adding channels to increase their following and income. It boggles my mind how hungry these people are to hear bullshit. To buy into the lies of the enemy…about FATHER. 😳
I feel like I finally got to the bottom of this barrel here on this topic. So much understanding now.
Here are some things Father said about this man.
“He doesn’t KNOW me. Doesn’t know my heart.”
“I didn’t appoint him to be an ambassador to speak for me to the people.”
He reminded me…I am His heart.
To see Christ is to see Father. To KNOW Crystal Ann Laura is to KNOW Father. If you KNOW my heart…you KNOW Father’s heart.
Vanessa
Something Vanessa mentioned on the phone was beautifully profound…thought I would share.
We talk about superpowers a lot. I am waiting to get mine. It is my crown. Crown chakra. My crown of glory.
If Father gave everyone superpowers, they would be supervillains, not heroes. Even if they started out as good, they would pervert the gifts and become villains…using His power for evil.
This is what Satan and the demons did. Right?
Perversion
That is what I have seen in Christianity since I was ten. People perverting anything biblical. Perverting the truth in a gazillion different ways for their own gain and glory. They don’t care about His heart…they only care about their own agenda.
I keep telling Holy Spirit…I want ALL of you in ALL of me. Remove yourself from the people and enter me. NONE of them deserve you. They have all used and abused Father/Son/Spirit in a multitude of ways. People need to be silenced. They need to be without His presence altogether.
What is happening is this…Father poured out His Spirit on the flesh of man. He did that to be intimate with the people. To develop a relationship with them. Instead of growing in intimacy with Him…they rush to start a “ministry”…via social media of some sort. They all claim, falsely, that Father wants them to share these “words” with the masses.
NOPE. What He was doing was sharing that with you and instead of developing something beautiful with Him…you became a prostitute.
Evangelism
Let me share something with you.
Years ago, my spiritual brother Jeff and I had a very long convo on the phone. He wanted me to do street evangelism with him. His belief was as followers of Christ…we should be out there telling people about Jesus. Praying with them wherever we were at. They had a group that would meet and pick a place to “evangelize” people.
I politely declined. This led to a discussion. During that discussion, I shared with him two truths. I will share those here.
One…it wasn’t my time, and it wasn’t my way.
I assured him…when Father told me to share Him with someone I would. Until then, I was going to remain private. I knew it wasn’t my time to out myself.
Also, my way was to quietly hold people’s hands and walk with them…one on one. For oodles of years, I have quietly worked with people through having a relationship with them. I enjoy intimacy from shallow to deep. I would always go as deep as they wanted to go with Father and I.
This ole gal doesn’t like when Christians do drive-by shootings with me. I am a total stranger to them, yet they want to pray for me. They tell me they love me and act like they care about me…then go on to the next person. Their prayer for me is only a notch on their belt to puff up their already over-inflated ego. NO thanks. Go and get your nuts off on someone else.
Sacred Sex
The second thing I shared with Jeff was my view of my intimacy with Father/Christ/Holy Spirit.
It is sacred sex to me.
The conversations I have with Them/Him in our secret place are like a Husband and Wife having sex. NO ONE ELSE SHOULD BE INVOLVED. It cheapens what is supposed to be Holy…set apart.
This is why Father hates porn. It prostitutes that which was created to be sacred, set apart, and holy.
I treat my intimacy with Him as if it is sacred. Because in my heart…it is. That is how I view it. It means everything to me.
I have zero desire to cheapen my relationship with Him by performing for the people out there.
Before I started this blog, I had to do much inner healing to get my bad self cleaned up regarding the fact He wanted me to start sharing my heart with the masses. It is easy now…but it didn’t start out easy.
I am NOT going to treat Christ the way Christians do. Absolutely revolting how they have cheapened Him. Vile.
Time to Leave
When I finished my study about the false prophet, Father gave me more stuff for my teachings I will share in the future.
I knew we hit the bottom of the barrel when He reminded me the people are deceived. Instantly, I felt like It was time to leave. I needed to leave. I had gotten all I needed to get there about something.
After packing up, I headed back to Hannah’s. On the way to her house, He told me that my time on social media was over. I could leave. Talk about giddy. I think I was on there for a mere 24 hours. As soon as I unpacked my laptop, I deleted that account. Couldn’t get off there fast enough.
I KNOW with every fiber of my being Christ is coming to pick me up and take me home. I am literally watching for Him to appear in front of me at any moment. Always, I am looking for Him now. So excited to physically be with Him 24/7. Ready to enter the spirit realm permanently. Ready to go home.
Every fiber of my being is pregnant with expectation. I am expecting Him at any moment. For years, I have been saying to Him…I NEED you to carry me across that threshold. Giddy that is getting ready to happen. 😍
Damsel
Not long after returning to Hannah’s, I got the above text from Vanessa about the movie Damsel.
Hannah decided she wanted to watch it with me. I kept saying to her…wow…this looks familiar. This feels familiar. Wow! Incredibly uncanny. I find myself and my story everywhere. 😂 It is the Twilight Zone I live in.
The part of the movie that Father really wanted me to get truth on…was the ending.
It felt so good to have the confirmation I didn’t know I needed about the dragon and I working together. Satan gets to be my servant now. He gets to serve me. He gets to be a tool we use to bring retribution.
Sites
I have some analogies to use here for you.
I have my sites set on a target to destroy. That is Christianity. If you hadn’t guessed that. 😂
I see an airplane with missiles locked on the target of Christianity. We are coming from above and behind.
A submarine with nuclear missiles locked on the targets of Christianity. We are coming from below and behind.
In the movie, Elodie told the princess to get her family and run. Then she tells the people…this is your only chance to run.
I am telling you…if you are in Christianity…you better run. Run for your life.
I am coming for retribution. Think Sodom and Gomorrah. Think Noah’s flood.
Fire. Sulfur. Acid. Burning. Demolition.
I am Hell bent on destruction. We are going to destroy it. I want total annihilation. Worldwide.
What Christianity has done to humanity is beyond reprehensible. Inexcusable. They have shunned the masses. Those who were lonely. In pain. Broken. Hungry. Thirsty.
The arrogance is unbelievable to me.
My sites are set on total destruction.
Think Wyatt Earp in Tombstone. Let me tell you…the LAW IS coming…and Hell is coming with us. So you had better run for your lives. Get OUT of Christianity.
LOVE the song Hell’s Comin’ With Me by Poor Man’s Poison. I play it on repeat often.
Justice. Retribution. It is coming.
End of Day
After the movie, Hannah had a series of questions she wanted me to ask Father about. I did.
A few of them pertained to religion. When she walked into my room, I was in the middle of my last video of the day. My second video of the false prophet from above.
I found what he said very interesting. It was clearly Satan speaking to him. He was saying to the people that “God” had told him what was coming in the future for the church. The church was heading to a pit. People were going to want to throw the baby out with the bathwater.
He was encouraging the people to NOT give up on the church.
Made me angry. These Christians are like the Egyptians wanting to keep the people enslaved in their system because that is their bread and butter. They are always saying…love ya. I love you. They are full of shit. They love the money you fork out to them. Liars lying to you.
They distort the truth. This man literally was preaching against things he is guilty of doing in the same video he was preaching against others’ behaviors. He has a plank in his eyes, and he is so deceived he can’t see it.
It is time for Christians to get a serious wake-up call. I like to call it…having a head-on collision with the truth. It is BADLY needed in this world today.
Fear NOT
They are always preaching fear not. You don’t need to be afraid…”God’s” got you. He is going to take care of you.
Listen…you NEED to fear Him. You have NO IDEA what He can put you through. NO IDEA.
YOU are guilty. Only an innocent person has no reason to fear Father. To NOT fear His punishment is FOOLISH.
You know the saying…if you are going to be stupid…then you better be tough. 🤷♀️
The very best thing you can do with Father is bow…and accept all guilt. Just say you are guilty. Mercy comes that way. To stand before the Judge and claim not guilty is NOT a good idea.
Humbly bow and say you are guilty. Then apologize…for everything.
Retribution is coming.
We are coming and HELL’S COMING WITH US.
RUN!