Sewage Treatment

The rather unimpressive photo as the featured image is the water fountain near the sewage treatment plant along the riverfront in Evansville. I love the blue lights over the water. What they have built is really pretty…it just smells horrible at times. 🤨 I am using the photo for several reasons. One…obedience…always. Two…it feels really appropriate given the nature of the subject of this post. Gotta share some cleanup work that happened this morning. Interesting story…in my opinion.

Thirdly…I snapped the photo last night while Hannah and I were walking down the riverfront. Feel led to share that story first. It was part of how the dumping took place this morning. 😜

Q&A

Yesterday afternoon, I was trying to get answers to questions I have had for several years now. Hannah and I were sitting and asking Father question after question trying to get Him to reveal much-needed truths about an issue that has plagued me. I openly confess…I have been struggling with unbelief. Not just doubt…but unbelief as well. Yes…there are differences between the two.

At around 7:30ish or 8, Hannah says…let’s go to Madeleines and get a drink.

I am 100% on board. Needed a hug and a little laughter with Charles after the long convo with Father.

At about 9ish, I say to Hannah…let’s go to the riverfront for a walk. I was COLD and needed some heat. Charles wanted us to join his friends who were doing a live music show. Tempting…LOVE music…but…I told him…gotta get to the riverfront. So glad we did. Had some great convos with some of the skaters at the skatepark. Also met a nice young man, Tyson, who educated us on all the river work currently going on. Learned some really cool stuff. My first time meeting someone who actually works on the barges. People are fascinating.

This is how the picture above came to be. In the photo is one of the barges working to move sand.

When leaving Charles last night, our parting convo was about the sewage treatment smell. Man…I will never look at the photos from the riverfront without smelling that smell. 🤨 Pungent!

Midnight

When Hannah and I came home last night, we continued the conversation. Asking questions, sorting, processing, and filing stuff away in the mind. We stayed up until midnight asking Father questions.

When I went to bed…I said to Father…I HAVE to have ALL my questions answered…AND I need to UNDERSTAND it all. I need this work to be 100% finished. Completed. Done. Finalized. Finished. Capeesh?

I woke up this morning with a dream. After the dream which woke me up…I saw a vision. These two items…combined with another dream I had weeks ago…led me to some answers I needed. Hallefreakinglujah!!!!!!!!!

The Fall

Let me share part of the dream I had weeks ago first. In this dream, I had a fall. I fell. This is a VERY important fall in my life. Killer. Paramount. Can’t express enough how important this fall is.

In that dream, Vanessa and I were walking outside. Fast forward, I am up on this very high white bookshelf. The bookshelf starts to shake, and I KNOW it is going to fall…and I am going down with it. The problem is…I am way up there in height. This is not looking good for Crystal Ann. It means death to me to fall from such a height. Meanwhile, Vanessa is on the other side of this chasm…which I had supernaturally crossed over. She was watching this fall. At the last moment as the bookshelf is coming down…and on top of me…I supernaturally push the bookshelf away from me. Also…I land on my feet in the tuck position.

A bit stunned, I realized I was NOT hurt in any way. It seemed miraculous in nature. Then…I was SUPER relieved. I rolled over onto my side, with a deep sigh of relief, and finally relaxed.

I KNOW this dream came to pass this morning. The earlier part of it, which I didn’t include here, happened while testifying in court recently.

My fall happened…and I am SUPER relieved. Wow…like crazy relieved. SUPER CHILL NOW! One aspect of my relief was…I was afraid the fall would be due to pride. THAT idea had me bothered when I first had the dream. Instead, it was the fall of unbelief. A demonic stronghold. A fall of another strong man in my life. An infection…cleaned out. The wound…healed…100%.

More

BUT WAIT…There is more to this story. SO good.

The dream from this morning… I was getting married to a man…but I didn’t know who the man was. Didn’t know the man. I was wondering…where is the love?

Then…I was in a truck and the man was proposing to me. I was stunned. Shocked. It wasn’t the man I thought it would be. Took me by surprise. He was a man of honor much like my spiritual brother Jeff is. In the dream, I felt the honor. In him…and the honor I felt to be getting married. The whole dream was saturated in honor.

I woke up and saw a vision. It was of a man doing a workout. The workout took great strength to accomplish. The man was in the shadows of a blue sky outside. Like a silhouette. Obviously, he was a strong man.

Strong Man

The dream and vision…connected to the previous dream weeks ago…led me back to this idea of me having a strong man of unbelief. A demonic stronghold in my life. Made me nauseous.

After my shower, I sat outside to get the answers I needed from Father to demolish the stronghold…tear it down along with the strong man.

The strong man of unbelief has now vacated the premises. Good riddance. Flushed that thing down the toilet.

I kept saying a few things to Father this morning while waiting on the freedom and healing to come. These things, I have experienced before in the past.

It felt like I had a monkey on my back. NEEDING to get him off.

Felt like I was a cicada in an exoskeleton…needing OUT of my shell.

I was a butterfly in my chrysalis…wanting to bust out and fly.

I was wearing a scuba diving wetsuit. It felt like I needed to peel that outer layer off my skin.

All of those feelings are now gone. 🤷‍♀️ This ole gal is free.

Truths

Here are some truths I learned this morning. Ones I feel led to share.

Satan, the enemy, has been protecting what he deems is his. The world…and the people in it. He spewed this river of lies/deception out of his mouth…to take me under. To destroy me. His plan was to stop me at all costs.

He doesn’t want me to partner with Christ to bring life and salvation to the masses. Also…he doesn’t want the sewage treatment to commence. He rather likes sewage.

Although he has been stalking me and tormenting me these last seven years…quite intensely…he lost.

Turns out…Satan and his demons are not the only ones who have strength…Christ is also a strong man. Christ’s strength is stronger still. How about dem apples? Pretty delish don’t ya think? I think.

Victory is mine today. Wowser bowser man! Loving this new and relaxed state of heart and mind. No more do I feel like I need to be on guard 24/7. Such a grand feeling inside.

I feel like the old Crystal Ann is back who has 100% trust in Father and believes fully in His plans. His promises are sure. Secure. I can go to the bank on them.

Boomerang

Last night, Father said the boomerang effect. I wasn’t sure what that meant until this morning. He means…what Satan has done to me…will come back on him. What the enemy meant for bad…Father meant for good. The enemy will have to pay me back what he stole from me…with interest. Man…that is a LOT from my lifetime. Pretty stoked about the upcoming payments.

Also…salvation will come for the masses. This is part of my interest. Part of the missing wages from over 30 years of work.

Can I just say again…I am SO RELIEVED. I really am.

It feels like I can FINALLY rest inside. Damn…that feels so good to me. I am safe and secure in the arms of Christ.

Needs

I am going to end this post with a list of needs I gave to Father yesterday afternoon. I firmly believe He will meet these needs for me. Excited about getting the answers.

• I need all questions about this story and the last seven years answered in full.
• I need the answer key with all fill-in-the-blanks answered in full. Essays are written in full. All true/false questions with answers. Every question answered. 100% fully.
• I need to intimately and experientially KNOW what I got right and what I got wrong.
• I need to intimately and experientially KNOW the other side of this story. Needing to cross over to the other side. See both sides.
• I need to intimately and experientially understand the entirety of this story. No withholding from me.

There is my list from yesterday.

Answers are coming. Feeling mighty secure about that.

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There ya go. This little teapot has been poured out and is now empty. Going to sit back and relax. Enjoy my freedom.

Have a MARVY day!