Victory is the theme in my head this morning. Hence the title of this post. Feeling rather spunky this A.M.
In my last post, I shared a need I had…hoping it would move me forward by sharing it. WOWSER BOWSER did I move forward!!! This Twilight Zone I live in never ceases to amaze me. We switched gears here. My focus is radically different. My heart feels different too.
I got some crazy revelation yesterday that unlocked so much of the last eight years for me. I am getting that oil of gladness in my heart. Such a wonderful feeling to experience. So thankful for the last eight years of my life. What a hard work it was…but the blessings on this side…make it all worthwhile. My perspective has radically changed about the matter.
Freedom is great. I feel so loved. Protected. Covered. Cared about. Cared for. Taken care of. I am receiving the love He has for me. What a blessing!!! It is only going to get better from here. Such wonderfulness! 
Photos
A bit about the photos of the sunrise here in this post. I took these photos with my phone while living in Colorado Springs a few years ago. Ahnalaya Ann had this thing she did consistently every single morning. She would always wake up super early. Then she would stand up in our bed and pull the blinds up to look at the sun. She would always describe it to me with awe and excitement in her little voice. Some mornings it was…Grandma…it is the PINK SUN!!!! Some mornings…it would be…Grandma…it is the ORANGE SUN!!! 
My response was the same each time. I would peek out the window and look at the view with her to see what she was excited about. This particular morning, I kind of got excited too. Man…it was a beaut. Had to snap a few photos. I really like the layers of coloring in the featured image photo. Makes me think of layers of sediment in the Earth. Layers of viscosity in science. Layers of truths in the spirit realm. Reminds me of all the hidden goodies if you have the eyes to see through each layer. Also…the directional view of how you look at the truth…adds to the value of it. One small picture represents unlimited lessons about who Father is…if you KNOW Him. Crazy good. 
The Orange Sun. 
Thought
A thought I had this morning was…I have another need…so let’s do another post and see if it catapults me forward. Hey…whatever works for me.
I NEEEEEEED the supernatural. Like…seriously. I NEED my superpowers here. It is time to get them. Father said to me yesterday morning, it is time to meet your Maker. Your Creator. Face to Face. It is meeting time. Time to receive your crown of glory.
Ok…LET’S DO THIS THING!!!!!!! I am ready. I need to intimately KNOW and experience the supernatural realm. This ole gal needs miracles to happen here. Now. Please and thank you very much.
One
Something I have been saying to Father/Christ/Holy Spirit for years now is this. I need to become one with them. Each of my three bodies becoming one with each of their three bodies.
So, I say to them each…I need my fleshly body to become one with Christ’s fleshly body. I need my soul body to become one with Father’s body. Also, I need my spirit body to become one with Holy Spirit’s body.
I was telling Holy Spirit again last night, listen…I need to become one with you. I need every fiber of your being to be inside of every fiber of my being. It is a need of mine. I need ALL of you in ALL of me. This ole gal needs your superpowers.
We need a meeting face to face. For real. It is time. I have endured. Waited. Longed. Desired. This vessel has been formed, shaped, molded, and fired in the kiln. I have been processed and am ready to contain Him. Carry His truth.
I am no longer HOLE…ly. I am holy. This vessel is completely covered in His wineskin. The holes from before are covered. I can hold His truth within.
Goodness…I am giddy at the thought of our face-to-face meeting. Can’t even imagine what it will be like…but super excited about it.
He has been reminding me of what He said when this started in the fall of 2017. The reunion would be divine. Blissful. Blissful beyond measure. Beautiful. Beautiful beyond words. Makes my heart go pitter-patter. I just might swoon for real. I might cry. Cry tears of joy. Not even sure. Might pass out. Don’t even care. Just ready to get it on!!!!!
Times
Shifting gears a bit…I want to briefly touch on another subject Father and I have been discussing for years. It came up again a few weeks ago. Felt led to share a bit of that here on this post.
In Father’s word…He speaks of time, times, and half-time. I think I have mentioned this before on the blog actually. At this time, my belief is…one portion of the definition of this is about generations. It is my time to teach. My time to come and give birth to His nation. His children and the last portion of the Bride of Christ.
As I have said before, I must give birth to the people and raise them up into maturity to be prepared for His return…and their entrance into the Promised Land. This will happen as I lead the people through the Second/Last Exodus and the 40-year Wilderness journey. During this time, many will die. Those who are defiled and disqualified to take the Promised Land.
That means we will skip many generations…meaning times plural. The children won’t enter the Promised Land…their children will enter the Promised Land. That would be the halftime. My grandchildren will be the generation who will be raised up to become a clean army that can fight the giants to conquer the enemy.
Disqualified
The adults we have now…and the teenagers…are unclean people. It always reminds me of King David. He wanted to build the Temple for Father; however, he was not allowed to because he had blood on his hands. Instead, the job was given to his son Solomon.
Many Christians are claiming big positions in Father’s Kingdom. They don’t realize their unclean hearts have disqualified them from attaining any elevated position in His Kingdom. Pride goes before a fall.
Sports
As I have mentioned previously on this blog, I am not a fan of sports.
I kind of group sports into two categories. Common and uncommon.
The common sports you see in almost every single school across America. Basketball, baseball, football, volleyball, etc.
Seeing these sports makes me want to vomit most of the time. I seriously avoid contact with anything to do with those sports.
The uncommon sports I can handle a bit better. That is a long list of sports. Different types of skiing, and snowboarding. Water-related sports…aside from swimming. I am talking rowing, skiing, rafting, kayaking, etc. Then we talk motocross. Skydiving. Hiking, climbing, and mountaineering.
You get the picture.
What I truly loathe about sports is the idolatry of. Sports is an idol worldwide. In America, sickening. Seriously…TOXICITY on a level you can’t see and understand. I HATE the idolatry of sports and everything related to sports. It is enslavement…serious enslavement.
What makes it worse is the fact parents are sacrificing their children on the altars at the temple of sports daily. These parents will not go unpunished for this.
Miracle
This world is full of idols. Full of man-made temples of false gods they worship at. Full of strong towers/strongholds man has built with their own hands. Drugs. It is one drug in a cocktail of many man uses to “cope” and distract themselves from the physical, emotional, and spiritual pain they are in.
Horrible to watch. Hard for me to live in this world while watching the masses being drugged and slowly slaughtered by their own choices and at their own hands.
So…that being said, I am going to talk about the movie…Miracle. I may have mentioned this on the blog somewhere in the past. Can’t remember. It is one of my all-time favorite movies. Makes me cry every single time I watch it. Gives my heart all the feels every time. I want to share why that is.
It is NOT about the sports in it. You must see past the idolatry of sports here. Go deeper and look at the truths contained within. As a people, we need to grow up. Mature. Stop staying little kiddies playing in the kiddy pool. Gotta get out of shallow water and go deeper. Get your head wet.
I have included a screenshot of two comments from a YouTube post of one of my favorite scenes from the movie Miracle. It is the scene where Herb Brooks is PISSED at the players because they have two main issues he has been trying to break them of. During this scene, they get it. It is depicted by the team captain, Mike Eruzione (AKA…Rizzo.)
Rivalry
The first issue is the rivalry between the players. It is like sibling rivalry in a home. Horrible to watch. As a parent, I was always quick to nip that shit in the bud in our home. That is a super no-no to this Mama. We are to be each other’s cheerleaders…NOT our sibling’s enemy. I would always say to my kids…we are a team in this home.
Herb knew these men needed to be unified…not divided. It is the spiritual principle that a house divided against itself will fall. It can’t stand. See?
In an army, the warriors have to see and know WHO the enemy is. The enemy is NOT your teammates…in your home and on the field. The enemy is the opposing team. In order to effectively fight and have victory over the opposing team…you must BE a team. Operate/function as a team. A unit. A whole. See?
In the book Last Stand at Papago Wells by Louis L’Amour, Louis depicts this concept extremely well. Logan Cates, as the leader, is trying to keep the strangers from killing each other…so…they can fight as a team against the Indians who are trying to kill them all. I feel Logan’s pain every time I listen to that book. 
Understanding
Back to the movie Miracle. In my favorite scene, Rizzo FINALLY gets what Herb has been trying to drill in their heads about WHO they play FOR. Such a powerful moment.
I am Herb Brooks NEEDING the people to get the truths I have been speaking for years here. Crystal Ann Laura NEEDS them to GET it. I need that miraculous moment. The supernatural portion of this decades-long work. I need the victory for me. To see the rewards for my labor.
Satan…his minions and the flesh ARE your enemies. That flesh includes your own. Your flesh is your prison cell. The lies/deception…the weed/tare seeds the enemy has planted in your heart and mind are slowly killing you as they hold you captive in that place of death and curses. YOU are enslaved by your own lie-based belief system. The only way for you to be set free is through the truths of Jesus Christ.
When you work for Him…play on His team…you will have brothers and sisters in Christ…who are your siblings. Teammates. NOT your enemies…but people who are to unite WITH you to become ONE under the headship…TRUTH/TRUTHS…of Jesus Christ.
That means you also must stop playing for Satan’s team…which would include your team. The team of your flesh. You must die to your flesh and obey Christ.
Christianity
I have mentioned this horrible practice of rivalry in Christianity on this blog repeatedly. It is god-awful to watch. So disturbing.
It is EVERYWHERE in Christianity. Christians bash the Catholics. The Baptists bash the Lutherans. Cessationists bash anyone and everyone who believes Father speaks today. The NAR bash anyone who refutes their false claims they are prophets and apostles.
It doesn’t matter what DIVISION you are in…inside of the Christian Religious System…you are going to bash someone in another DIVISION. We can all find factual errors to dispute lies/deception. BUT…what good does it do to constantly bash others? Do you really believe you are BUILDING something by constantly tearing someone else or something else down? For real? Do you really believe Father is pleased with this mindset and heartset??? Really? Do you believe that is His heart?
Christians build an entire “ministry” on doing nothing but bashing other “Christians” and their supposed “ministries.” 
You’re triggered…so you build an entire ministry on your triggers instead of doing the much-needed inner healing to get free from the lies/deception you believe inside about someone else and what they are doing right or wrong. WOW!!!
Plank
In Father’s word, He is clear why there are fights and quarrels among the people. Pride. Arrogance. Selfishness.
Before you start bashing what others are doing, you might look at the plank in your own eye…cuz you got one there. For real.
Do you see that Satan uses DIVISION to keep that house divided? Christianity can NOT stand. That house…although it is built on the foundation of Jesus Christ being the Messiah…can’t stand. It is TOO far gone. It must be torn down…like in the movie…Encanto. That system must fall. It belongs to the enemy…NOT Jesus Christ.
Christ will not reside in a house built by the hands of man…or the enemy. He will reside in His own body…which is going to be comprised of people who will exit the systems Satan and man have built together. Hence…the Second Exodus. His people must exit the systems Satan and his authorities and principalities run this world through.
Team
I need a miracle. Many of them. I need to rebuild the Third Temple. That means bringing together a massive community in the covenant of marriage to Christ and I. People who are willing to come UNDER the headship of the truths I teach from Jesus Christ. This ole gal is full…to overflowing of His truths. I am hungry to get started teaching. This ole gal has been waiting a long time to be poured out. Been keeping my mouth shut for years while watching the masses self-destruct. Waiting for my time to start sharing what I know.
The wait has been long.
I need to build a team. His team. A team of uncommon men and women. Men and women who GET what I am saying here. We have to come together in obedience to Father’s laws He runs His household by. Every parent should have rules the children should obey.
Those rules should be based on Father’s laws. He is the Head. Christ obeyed His Father. We are to follow in Christ’s footsteps and obey Father too.
The whole concept is so simple. Not easy to walk out…but super simple to understand once you see it.
Like Herb’s team…I need uncommoners to WORK and labor above and beyond what the commoners do…have done. This is what I NEED to beat Satan and his minions. I can’t have lazy cowards who aren’t willing to do the work.
Coach
As THE Life Coach, I will train up an army that will be completely equipped and prepared to battle Satan. If that sounds like something you are interested in…I invite you to join my team.
Let me say this…as I do on repeat. It will cost you. Much. It will cost you everything. That is what it cost me. That is what it cost Christ. You are not greater than either one of us. There are no playing favorites here in Father’s Kingdom. Those who want to sit on their ass…need not apply. This is like trying out for the Navy Seals here…only the elite will endure and graduate.
If you want to be a victor, you must work hard. You must EARN it.
I love Bryan and Allen’s comments on this scene clip on YouTube. Gives me all the feels in my heart.
Herb knew…commoners go nowhere and do nothing. As spectators, they sit on their ass watching the sports players play and do the work, while they drink their beer and yell from the sidelines. Then they shit talk what they didn’t like from the coaches, players, and opposing teams. Great at bashing and coaching from the bleachers.
Commoners
That was the second issue Herb was fighting for his players to get. To be victorious against the Soviets…they could not be common men. These players must be UNCOMMONERS. These men needed to work harder than any other team had ever worked to beat the greatest hockey team in the world. They had to train to outrun them. Outskate them. Outplay them. These men had to be conditioned to endure LONGER than the opposing team. No team had ever done this before.
I NEED that kind of community. I NEED to bring together men and women who are willing to endure the conditioning/training I will put them through. Men and women who are willing to build THIS mentality and heart into the minds and hearts of their children. What I am going to put you through…lead you through…ask you to do…no one has ever asked you to do before.
What we are going to experience on this Earth during this time is like nothing you have ever encountered. I need a group of uncommon people who can be brave enough, courageous enough, and resilient enough to endure. I NEED to build a generation of warriors who will fight with the truth. For the truth.
America
My last point is about the second comment in the screenshot. Once again, I mention on repeat how Father and I are disgusted by the idolatry of America.
We have this slogan from Trump and his team “Make America Great Again.” It is the “restoration of America.”
One glaring issue with this…humanism. It is man elevating man and man elevating a country. Bad poo poo in Father’s Kingdom. A no-no. Gets you in trouble really quick.
In a previous post, I mentioned what Father said to me when Obama was reelected. I was crying and asking…what has happened to our nation? He said…”Judgment is coming to America and she deserves every bit of it she gets.”
Father is using Trump. His mouth is a trumpet heralding coming judgment.
Pride goes before a fall. What man promotes…Father demotes.
His Nation
You need to decide what team you are playing for. What nation are you living and dying for? Father’s nation or America? Your country or Father’s? You are going to come to a point in time where you will have to make a choice.
I have an insane desire to tear down all the idols in this world. I want to see every single man-made temple fall. This ole gal wants to single-handedly pulverize the temples of this world. I am ready to crush Satan and all his minions. To restore Christ and His nation…NOT America.
I want to make Christ and His Kingdom great…worldwide.
That will only happen through humility. A great humbling. Humpty Dumpty has to fall. Plural falls. Many will have to fall.
Herb taught the men the team’s name was greater than the player’s name.
It is the same in Christ’s Kingdom. His name is greater than YOUR name. His name contains all the power. Your name does NOT.
I hate to break this truth to you…but your flesh is negative in value. Your flesh doesn’t matter. Only Christ’s perfect flesh matters. Contained within His perfect flesh is ALL value and worth.
You must take His name as your marriage partner to have ANY value and worth in the positive realm.
If you choose to work for us, be on our team, and take His name and hand in marriage, then you must KNOW He is greater than you. You are less than. He is greater than. His way is the Way. Your way is not. You must bow to Him…not expecting Him to bow to you.
Victorious
I NEED victory. This means I NEED supernatural authority and power from the source. The River of Life is the source. It contains ALL I need. Feeling like it is time to get it.
This morning, Father said to me…forget the last eight years. That work is done. It is complete.
Wow…time to move on. Time for me to move out. So grateful. Layers of gratitude. Excited about my future. Ready to meet my King. My Maker. My Creator.
I AM Victorious.
My heart is full of gratitude for the fact He created me for this time…to lead His nation. What an honor. 
